Spinning alone

I’ve been stuck in a hotel room alone for the last month and a half, I’m tired of staring at youtube videos with little to no substance and drinking myself numb on the weekends. If I cannot find a way out of this cycle I might just go insane and this blog is the product of that feeble attempt. So go ahead and read if you want or don’t, this here is more for me than it is for you, but if you are reading this, thank you for committing some small amount of energy in noticing that I exist.